Wanting it.

It’s spring fever. That is what the name of it is. And when you’ve got it, you want – oh, you don’t quite know what it is you do want, but it just fairly makes your heart ache, you want it so!  ~Mark Twain

I don’t think it needs to be spring fever. I think it can be summer fever, too.

Hell, why can’t it be winter fever if that feels right?

What’s important, I think, is knowing that you want it. And maybe – just maybe – you don’t even yet know what it is.  And that’s okay. It’s okay to not know, and it’s okay to be in the dark.

I can hardly believe I actually wrote that last line.

Okay to not know?

Yes, okay.